December 2010
9 posts
My last post of the year...
So this year is nearly over. One day left.
That doesn’t mean that all the bad stuff that happened to you in 2010 isn’t going to carry over into 2011. I don’t know why people get the notion that just because one year is ending the next year is going to be any better.
So tomorrow is the beginning of 2011, but it’s also just another day, no different than the rest....
I miss having a life. It's winter break. I should...
8:09, Tuesday, December 21, 2010
My mother called me an idiot. I’m not taking it out of context or anything. She flat out said, “You’re an idiot.” And she meant it, too. When last night, around ten, she told me directly that she never says hurtful things to me. I guess calling me an idiot isn’t classified as hurtful? Hmm… Something is wrong here.
As of right now: I’m irritated.
I haven't...
Posted words in a while. My life has been a little busy, I guess. Ehh, not as busy as stressful, actually. I’m always stressed or tense for one reason or another. It’s not fun; I’d like to feel relaxed, even for a little while. But the rain is helping.
I really do love the rain. It’s one of those things that can make me happy, no matter what. I could listen to the sound...
I...
Cannot even put into words how relieved I am. This is good. This post is also over. Until next time tumblrites.
As of right now: I’m happy.
I don't have the patience to write an actual post,...
As of right now: I’ve never been more confused in my entire life and I just want this all to stop.
So...
I know I haven’t written anything in a while. Well, I’ve been a little preoccupied. With what, you may ask? With nothing. I have been preoccupied with nothing. I’ve been trying to think of things to say, to do, to change the direction of my life. How has that worked out? Not. At. All.
My mind is such a black hole. No inspiration has been able to seek me out, nor vice versa. I...